I want to

I want to

Ready to go find me

A somone

Someone who can hold onto me

Hug me like they been looking for me

For way to long

And they have finally found me

I was hiding from my own reflection.

But now I am ready to be found.

Deep inside I feel like we are playing hide and seek and your just hiding

And that’s OK.

It’s been a while, thought love was for everyone but me.

I was wrong, I have love to pour out.

What do we look for in love

What do we look for in love

They asked me what do I look for in love?

I answered to be 15 again to not meet him at Mcdonalds again to not give him

My cherry again.

To look back and climb into a time machine.

To not think that he and us was the definition of love.

What and how do you define love?

I wish my body wouldn’t go all gooey

Like I am drunk.

But you see to me that was love,  and for the 8 years after it was. I mean nothing else made me feel all kinds of things.

We connected spiritually eventually and it felt all ludicrous this was not by purpose.

Not sure what purpose

It happened.

He was like a young boy that

Turned into a man.

He didn’t know his self worth but neither did I.

Long story cut short.

How would I define love.

I guess we touch hands like the aliens on star trek and Intwine our electrons

Connect like satalight dishes.

You kno nothing can define it with words or visions

It should define itself

And when it comes.

No expectations of the passed

Should be presented.

Love questions

Love questions

Love who the hell are

Like really why you so
Popular like?
Love is it a myth or
Is it something or someone?

Love let’s sit down and talk for a while.

I think love got mixed up with Oragasmic short circuits.

I mean that feeling feels quite electrifying.

I guess it makes a better connection
When love is wired up.

You see love don’t always come from
The stuff you stick in the toaster.

I believe it comes from the inner
Place where you connect none

They would say it’s a more spiritual thing.

So love why you always dropping out of peoples mouths and do they no
The difference between love and lust?
Not ust because ust is a long way from dropping the l In lust.

Love romantically and love caringly gets a slap on both sides of the face. Some desire you to love them like it’s a weakness and some want you to love them like no other then throw the same love back in your face.

They don’t want to here you love coz you care oh no.

So love please can we work something out.



The cuts and bruising

May heal with creams and band-aid

I’m not see-through

I’m not liquid

No flow

No transparencys.

My heart still bleeding still beating.

But it’s the mind

The mind

It needs protecting

Hugged loved held.

Right until heald.

But it’s the mind it’s intangible

You can’t see it you can’t touch it.

I just want you to listen because if you could see it.

It would have tears and scars and bruising.

You’d want to hold me.

I just can’t explain exactly how

The pain feels.

Ahhh ooo eeeeee

Ahhhhhhh Awwww beautiful you are

They call this one a bundle of joy






Ohhhh Ahhhhhhh wooopp haaaa

Cu cu cu googooo gagga

All engaged all eyes on the baby

Until it starts getting out of control.

Then we complain and panic

Get anxious annoyed.

My baba still ooohhh Awwww cutte

Why the heck we trying to control every single aspect of life. Um wanting to just enjoy a peice of the pie. We sooo controlled work takes over everything like money is a personified being.

Rant over