Ready to go find me
Someone who can hold onto me
Hug me like they been looking for me
For way to long
And they have finally found me
I was hiding from my own reflection.
But now I am ready to be found.
Deep inside I feel like we are playing hide and seek and your just hiding
And that’s OK.
It’s been a while, thought love was for everyone but me.
I was wrong, I have love to pour out.
Left a place for you to sit
Not met you yet,
Not heard your voice yet.
But I hold a place in this space for you.
No confusion of conflicts about this
Your place in this space.
Your space in a heart waiting for yours to
Sit next to.
Wrap arms in infinity of
The spirits of our souls
Intwine at the absence of absence.
For us to smile as eyes stare.
The safeness in your presence
Never felt so assuring.
Are you ready for the kinda love
I want to flood your energy in.
They asked me what do I look for in love?
I answered to be 15 again to not meet him at Mcdonalds again to not give him
My cherry again.
To look back and climb into a time machine.
To not think that he and us was the definition of love.
What and how do you define love?
I wish my body wouldn’t go all gooey
Like I am drunk.
But you see to me that was love, and for the 8 years after it was. I mean nothing else made me feel all kinds of things.
We connected spiritually eventually and it felt all ludicrous this was not by purpose.
Not sure what purpose
He was like a young boy that
Turned into a man.
He didn’t know his self worth but neither did I.
Long story cut short.
How would I define love.
I guess we touch hands like the aliens on star trek and Intwine our electrons
Connect like satalight dishes.
You kno nothing can define it with words or visions
It should define itself
And when it comes.
No expectations of the passed
Should be presented.
Love who the hell are
Like really why you so
Love is it a myth or
Is it something or someone?
Love let’s sit down and talk for a while.
I think love got mixed up with Oragasmic short circuits.
I mean that feeling feels quite electrifying.
I guess it makes a better connection
When love is wired up.
You see love don’t always come from
The stuff you stick in the toaster.
I believe it comes from the inner
Place where you connect none
They would say it’s a more spiritual thing.
So love why you always dropping out of peoples mouths and do they no
The difference between love and lust?
Not ust because ust is a long way from dropping the l In lust.
Love romantically and love caringly gets a slap on both sides of the face. Some desire you to love them like it’s a weakness and some want you to love them like no other then throw the same love back in your face.
They don’t want to here you love coz you care oh no.
So love please can we work something out.
The cuts and bruising
May heal with creams and band-aid
I’m not see-through
I’m not liquid
My heart still bleeding still beating.
But it’s the mind
It needs protecting
Hugged loved held.
Right until heald.
But it’s the mind it’s intangible
You can’t see it you can’t touch it.
I just want you to listen because if you could see it.
It would have tears and scars and bruising.
You’d want to hold me.
I just can’t explain exactly how
The pain feels.
Ahhh ooo eeeeee
Ahhhhhhh Awwww beautiful you are
They call this one a bundle of joy
Ohhhh Ahhhhhhh wooopp haaaa
Cu cu cu googooo gagga
All engaged all eyes on the baby
Until it starts getting out of control.
Then we complain and panic
Get anxious annoyed.
My baba still ooohhh Awwww cutte
Why the heck we trying to control every single aspect of life. Um wanting to just enjoy a peice of the pie. We sooo controlled work takes over everything like money is a personified being.