what would happen

I wonder sometimes

in my head

what would happen

if I regurgitated

the impulse reactive thoughts

that speak loudly in my head

and then I realise how rude it

feels for someone else to do this

but then how offensive it is

when someone else feels offended when I do so

but then what if I spat words out

as quickly as I try to compliment

people and spread that good feeling

news around.

Nothing feels too good or looks too good

what If me spitting out thoughts as soon

as they enter my mind ain’t always a bad thing

like what if?

I know it would help my mind from impulse thoughts

and detox my brain so my mind can sleep

or I could just see the world through my eyes

clearly

and like wipe clean the lens

that is fogged over by rage

and insecurities

stress trying to get through a net with smaller holes

simply because no one wants to hear

that stress.

Someone should hear that I mean

if it’s them…

sometimes we say best

by saying nothing they say.

Nope we say it best when we get it out

and minds empty of thoughts

that pollute your

mind

and make you sick